i have this thing where i get incredibly depressed during the nighttime. it's weird. it's not like a new thing; i've always seemed to get moody after dark. i don't know what sort of chemical does that but it certainly isn't very good for the self-esteem when you think of all the fuck-ups that you made during the day. that is my journal entry.

Well I can't say that I enjoy anything at all really. I always subconsciously navigate myself to the latest journal here, and it's pretty interesting how much they have in common. It's a nice reassurance to see that i'm not the only person with insecurities. I'm sure that in retrospect mine will look the same as any other journal but i'm not aiming to make it look any different.