What a f***** liar, a cheat and any other hurtful word you could possibly say to a person. After all the hard work we (his kids) and our mum have been putting in so he could be there, that is how he chooses to repay us. We work literally 6 nights and days a week. My brother is 14 and still at school. I'm working 3 days a week at Nandos and studying for the remaining working days... Mum works literally 24/7 and never gets a breaking what with working for The Salvation Army and then on top of all of that, we go and do a shit load of commercial cleaning 6 nights a week. We said we would do it, we agreed to do this for his sake, so he could go there, so he could start the business.. And what the FUCK does he go and do. He fucken cheats on mum. You low life son of a bitch. I never want to see your face again.

Sometimes life sucks. But, just remember that, from the moment you feel like giving up, remember why you held on so strongly in the first place :) This is something i tend to forget quite often...

Words pass by travelling through normality Smiles entice for the want of lingering But to touch would mean to burn... Fire provides distance, fire it’s our median, Fire is our bona fide affection for the one’s we truly love Still, we’re one without the other Two strangers in this quadrangle, We’re strangers to resist temptation Two strangers, “she’s alluring”, We’re strangers, “he’s enticing” Two strangers forever wanting... A hidden city, forbidden to enter Knowledge of the unknown, its magnetism Appealing like water come summer days But to taste the water is to drown with consent... Water keeps us apart, water it’s our median, Water is our bona fide affection for the one’s we truly love Still, we’re one without the other Two strangers in this quadrangle, We’re strangers to resist temptation Two strangers, “she’s alluring”, We’re strangers, “he’s enticing” Two strangers forever wanting... Fire and water, you need one to have the other Fire and water, perish with connection Conflictive, a union would be illicit Still, we’re one without the other Two strangers in this quadrangle, We’re strangers to resist temptation Two strangers, “she’s alluring”, We’re strangers, “he’s enticing” Two strangers forever wanting... Never having... Never having you... ***** Yes, well, i wrote this song from memories of my own experience. But in the end, thats all it is.. It's just magnetism. People make mistakes when they feel they are forever drawn to something illicit knowing it can never be. In turn however, we learn the tragedies of heartbreak laid upon oneself and our true partners because of our foolish actions. We learn to never f*** up again no matter how strong a temptation arises. After all, if tables were turned.. How would you feel?

Cannot believe just how relevant this song is to my relationship with my boyfriend. The song tells our story line by line, word for word. Everything we have been through, the way we feel about ourselves, towards each other. This song is insanely accurate. Scary but I Love. It.

I dont know what to do. i know i cant live without him, but i still let him go. not because i dont love him, or i have someone else, but because i need to change myself a little for the better. i've been through some f***** up s*** when i was younger, leading me to feeling inferior. i was honest to him about my past, and he helped me to rid my heart and brain of that inferiority .. however, i soon realised i was only using him as a defense mechanism and relied on him to get rid of my fears.. when, i know i should be doing it for myself. its unfair to stay with him, knowing im still in a thousand pieces, but i feel its best to let him go .. i dont want to fall back into that safe zone. its not fair to him or to myself. aarrghh! but i love him so much, i didnt want to let him go.. i want to be with him forever, we had it partly planned already. but how can i be with him if im still like this? perhaps i need to 'fix' myself first, then maybe... in the future, if im not too late, i can win him back... *sighs*

Yay! only 1 more week till me and my man head off to Bali for a week! =D So excited :) Note: - Shopping - Souvenirs - Food! - Waterbom Park =D Heck yeah!!!

Really loving this song. First heard it from the House of Night: Tempted Book Trailer. Cant wait for Burned to be released. "I could feel the earth begin to shake, As I woke up.. As if it were the first time I had felt your touch. And we've been running from ourselves so long, That we couldn't find our way.. Now the winds have shifted us to where we hope to stay.."

Totally didn't know that there was going to be an article on the Country Idol Competition. Kinda blew me away. None the less, I'm grateful for everything that's been going on lately. Just gotta keep striving to the top!

Well, i know where i wanna be in life now. Took me a while to figure it out, but oh well. Just gotta keep striving to the top from now on! Singing is my passion. Someday I'll use my talent to do my part in saving the world! Till next time =D