Julietson's Journal

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  • Babbling Brook

    by Julietson on September 23, 2010
    It's difficult to get into that zone, that zone in which shit just starts oozing out, flowing, like it sounds gross, but that's the state I like to be in, where I'm just writing and it ain't wrong and it ain't right, but it's coming out and I'm making it, and it's telling and you're hearing it, and it don't matter if it's the most important spit in the sea, or the most drab ass, pointless ramble on the range, I don't spit for the birds, I spit for the cows and the sheep and the battering rams who live off in the mountains, see this, this right here, this is the place where I live, right here in this continuous stream, like my mind is a river and my fingers are the liquid within, and surely it don't make much sense, but here it is, feel it, dig it, lean back and float on, notice the sun stain your cheeks, rosy for the moment, warm to the touch, it ain't much, but it's all that I have, and cryptically hidden beneathe abstrusly lain words lies the images of beauty like a calm blue whale that sails unnoticed underneathe the stormy ocean waves, and here she appears, this girl of my dreams, this figment of moon beams and angel of sunrays, this ghost of the leaves, some spirit of the wind, dancing along on the tides and the gusts of the unseen, carried before me to where I can sense her, imagine her presence like the warmth or the peace, or the safety or the chaos, or the jubilation, the jubilation, the jubilation, an animation of the soul, a flip book of the heart that sings out its inner most desires, inspires the eyes as the mind just conspires, planning and jamming, just doing it's thing, creating the framework from which all else builds off of, the mind is the great creator, the architect of God, but the heart is the soothesayer, and the soul is the medicine man, and each one works together, no one is less or more needed than the other, we live, balanced, harmonious and true, green and bright yellow, red and dark blue. And this is the place where my mind wanders free, free to see, free to say, free to lay it all down, regardless of what it may be that results, as I build, it is nice, each word's grain of rice, stacking up high, high like towers of white, and as you read through, it's like one great long sip, you take it on in, and though you might not recognize the taste, you can sense that it's wet, just plain, classic water, in the form of this babbling brook.
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  • Heavy Heart, Swing Low

    by Julietson on September 03, 2010
    Songmeanings.net, thank God for this place. Just think of all the people who pour out themselves onto these digitally white pages, for any and all to see. Shit, this place is like a sanctuary, and I am Kwazemodo holding Ezmerelda up high over my head, shouting down to the villagers. You folks, you're the villagers, can't see me, but you can hear my screams, clear as day. You might not know what I'm yelling about, might not even care much, the whole town's burning anyway, but at least you can hear my voice if you only stop to listen. And in moments like these, it's so easy for you and I to both feel right at home and perfectly at peace. Because, shit, I don't know. We all love music! One Love! Let's forget about the world, just for these few seconds that your eyes scan over this stream of consciousness. I love this journal, I love all you people who love your journals too, I love this Metric song I'm hearing right now. I love all of you guys, all of you whom I've never met, just for the sheer fact that you and I share the love of music, so you can't be all bad. We're the same, you and I. And I love you right now just for that. Peace!
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