every time i think i cant fall any deeper you say or do something that mahes me love you more its random i knoe but the idea of falling morer in love with you doesnt scare me anymore
i find myself thinking about the future and the fact that i think about it and want it to happen so badly scares me ive only been with her a month almost two and it feels like ive been with her forever she is my world and i love her and would do anything for her my mom loves her as do my grandparents i hope that i dont mess this up cuz i love her more than anything and i cant stand to hurt her it feels like a piece of me is missing when we are apart i dont want this to end baby i love you so much
since she keeps telling me to write this i will i love this girl somuch she means alot to meand she doesnt need to worry about losing me for anything. she can tell me anything and i can tell her anything and i dont have to worry about her leaving me i hope you are reaading this babe also you are the best thing to happen to me in a lonnnnnggggg time lol and you taught me how to love again and i thank you for that every day this is really long lol so baby i hooe you like this journal um you are so special to me bye babe love you