m life is so hard... i love my bf and i kno that my unk doesnt approve of him but he knows that no matter what he says i'll talk to him and see him whenever i want to... i miss my mom who died a few months ago... nd not long after that i got kicked out.... i miss my life... last year i lost my mom, my bestfriend/cousin, and an old friend... all in the same year... its soo hard... i jus want everything to go back to normal... with me and zach exactly like we are!!!... i love you baby!!