i'm not exactly sure where you're up to with your unattached thing right now,and honestly i have no idea what you mean and how to take the fact that you want to feel unattached and still be in a relationship. just know, i don't want to pressure you, but i do want it to get better. and i know it can, last night was pretty darn lovely. i'd like for it to be the way it was, and i know you do too, maybe we should just work on happy, on good for now? or even just not bad. i just hope and hope, that, i don't even know, i'm rambling like i do. just tell me what you want me to do, and i'll try my best. the ball's in your court baby.