school-busy work-tiring,dramatic,annoying home-relaxing,comfortable,chaotic,crazy friends-funny,loud,crazy,wierd (at times) My life, unsure about how it is going right now, its filled with confusion and insecurity, which i cant wait to get through, i feel like im always stuck in the same place and cant wait to move on in the next stage, whatever that may be...

Its annoying when you think your doing the right thing but then end up hurting the person that you truly liked. But whats really f'd up is when you are doing the right thing but that person that you truly care about and like and that says they feel the same about you, find excuses to push you away... what a situation to be in right? music has really been helping me, i find myself listening to music most of the day, even though i think its helping i also feel like it just makes me think of the situation more. It sucks having someone do that to you, makes you feel like crap. but i dont let it get to me people eventually get what they deserve when they treat people like this. Im not saying i was perfect because i could have handled somethings better but at least i was straight up about my feelings unlike the other... if u feel like things arent the way u want them say something dont just find an opportunity to push people away and have them think that its all their fault and that you are the victim. oh well i love the fact that im moving on...

Im glad i joined this site, when listening to music ive always listend to the lyrics and tried to interpret them, i think its good to think critically about things its helpfull in many ways. And i like reading what other people think. School is starting soo and i also work so coming to this website is kinda theraputic for me. It also gets my mind off all the issues and drama of everyday life. Like people who are rude and dont care about your feelings even though you have been nice to them. yeah those people... anyways enough about that, other than that my life is pretty simple and boring at times. There are many things that i want to do, Im starting my second year at college so far its ok but its not what i expected i realize that its a lot less time to do the same amount of work we used to do in a year but now i will try harder. I love rock and alternative music i also listen to r&b and hip hop, i like dancing and i want to buy a guitar and learn how to play it myself. I also want to get another piercing i have two on both ears i want a third one and then maybe one in my cartilage in the future. Im also thinking of a tattoo but not sure yet i already know what it would be and it actually has a meaning. but ill talk about that next time...