It feels like its been years since I've been here on songmeanings. To be quite honest, I've missed it, alot. I dont have that much to say right now, but I believe I'll write a more in depth journal entry into where I've been for the past year or so I've been gone... -Jen

I cannot sleep, at all! Seriously! Its 4:30 in the morning and i have been lying in bed for the past 4 hours trying to get to sleep!but i just cannot fall asleep!

ý"Touring for us is this bizarre paradox. By its very definition, it is the act of leaving home but there comes a time where it becomes this thing that you love, respect, and it becomes home. So the act of touring for us is the act of leaving home, to go home. Which is true even though it doesn't make any sense." ~ Ryan Downing Of Jonas Sees In Color So I've been thinking.....Again.About well alot of stuff....I'm not quite sure what to say or how to say it.How does one get past this?How does one find their way home?How do I find my way home?Do I have to tour all over the freakin world just to be able to feel at home? If I leave this place that I call home, and I go on this tour, what will become of this?Will I ever call another place home?

Hope. –noun 1.the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best: to give up hope. 2.a particular instance of this feeling: the hope of winning. 3.grounds for this feeling in a particular instance: There is little or no hope of his recovery. 4.a person or thing in which expectations are centered: The medicine was her last hope. 5.something that is hoped for: Her forgiveness is my constant hope. 1.Hope.The one thing I seem to be lacking.

Sometimes, I don't want to write a song, I just want to listen to one... But I can feel that the song I want to hear hasn't been written yet.