Courtneymasqurademassacre's Journal

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  • Mask

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 28, 2010
    Counting every mask that youve put on listen to every betrail that has lead you to the wrong diretion i see every hidden mask that youve kept from me Ill pull you away from these dark roads and bring you on the right trail so you can come back to me Now throw the Masks away and show your true face again Ive been longing to see it for so long Dont fall for it again i swear theyll take you away from the distance that i cant reach sweet surrender i swear,i swear i wont let that happen Your Mask is Showing Dont go there.Dont let them have you Its like a murder scene when its all over trying to stop you you seem to never learn From every lie they tell you Stop trying so hard you wont make it to be approved by them I saw the flames Your truely learning now i see your face its not a mask anymore your turning from every betrail that you have learned your Listening to your heart now Turning back me Ill be here waiting This Murder scene is being cleaned up I believed in you without a doubt. The Mask that you once had has been buried in the past No Longer to look back at it
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  • Standby

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 24, 2010
    My turn is to be heard is silent its been so long since ive reached above When was the last time that i took the time to listen? where was I when you needed me most? My path is unstable, & i dont know where to hide When i try to hide my guilt I dig my own grave Ill bury myself six feet under the heavens above Dear, I cant hear You anymore Once you've told me that "Sleep is just a cousin of death" I am afraid of sleep but not death its self & Ive been trying to escape this running through time that isn't moving Look around and Ill hold clocks that don't tick anymore Speak To me so i can reach for the Heavens Prayer, I hope that your listening I want to believe that Your Listening to my words Its been so long, Ive been counting the days that ive been alone Ive broken frames from memories that decay in me I want to trust in You Take my hand, because im about to fall to the past Tell me that your a melody to Keep me faithful to you Take my hand I need You now, its getting harder to live Ill say goodbye to the things that made me deaf & your Word speaks to me, You speak Through me
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  • Captain Take Charge!

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 24, 2010
    Lets Set our Course Before We Set Sail Say Your Prayer for Salvation because I can only Hope to come home when secrets keep us away from shore Dont you Taste the salt? it Brushes against our ship Let the Air be Fresh, Let it be easy to breath (to keep our hearts pure) Let it clear the guilt that we keep in our hearts. We'll sail the sea like its meant to be We'll come home with golden hearts Our journey to the seven seas will repay in redemption when will we decide where our loyalties lay? while we write pages to the ones that we need to forgive to forgive ourselves Hear the Roar of cannons fire & Navigate us to our victory so we return, return where were from, to home we belong (we belong to you) The air is thick with ash and smoke I think were going under like an anchor Throw Your hands towards the sky(sky) You always know when were about to drown, when were about to sin k (sink) I believe we can only ask you to take charge of this ship that were about to sink So Ill Pray Once more.
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  • Monday is Useless

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 24, 2010
    Before our Goodbyes Before we take the long way home Will you Listen? Will you stop in your tracks? Why cant you understand? That my Three Letter Words Arnt Meant to be wasted If your leaving with no reason Then theres No Reason to convince Just to let you know youll be back When no one will take your hand through the pain Beautiful in its words, i wont regret As my days go on so doesn't my heart beat. you let me go, so will i but did you actually let me go ? you threw it all away again what the point of going back ? Take The long way home to think of me and why you left I wont dwell, I wont Run like you I am Moving on.. Where was your heart before this ? If your heart wasn't so cold maybe I'd do this all over again.
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  • My Best Wishes

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 24, 2010
    So Hold me Tight All through the night So Take my Hand and I hope you understand (Hope you understand) If you cant pull me through this one Im Hoping and wishing that everythings perfect its 10:55 am. The Stars are in focus The Clouds are in motion and Im ready to begin When will you see that i am ready? will you find me in the dark within the shadows that ive been living in or will you bury me underground and wont make a sound my funeral is full of people that i dont care about So if youll take my hand try not to cry if you can and i hope you understand (hope you understand) (& I Hope You Understand) Something.....?
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  • Direction with no Destination

    by Courtneymasqurademassacre on June 24, 2010
    With no direction to lead my destination is lost where can i go to find myself again? My friends seem to be pulling me down turning away from them i dont want to see your sympathy ill just take my chances confessions seem to come out so fast the words just spill i know there is something more than this Taking a hold of my life Finding the road i was once one not listening to you anymore anymore should i become the victim or should you be the villain ? You were pulling me away from the daylight i reach towards it the darkness is taking over Your taking control of everything there is no lie there is no truth ill run away from you ill run for my dreams tonight the second time you fail to recognize to hear me to hear my cry there is no chance there is no life i will not rest tonight to hold the truth The Time is changing the time is changing us With no direction to lead my destination is lost Ive Found my Road Ive found my way back Ill teach you to love again ill show you the hate that fills your eyes waking up with the directions to lead my destination to reach ill find the friends that bring me up instead of pulling down The Words they speak They are holding me down ill find my way ill find myself again the clock is ticking now that we're here i will come across the ocean of lies now the truth is spilling now the days are passing by Traveling along these roads i see you need someone now
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