Lots of things have happened since my last log. Ill try to put it in chronological order so here I go... Junior Year at South Fort Myers and finally picked up a license and a car. Well first car I get is a 98 Lexus 300ES which I trashed on my bros b-day driving 100 miles trying to drift in a nearby rode. Nearby as in right next to my house. Bear with me cause the fun doesn't start till I get the 2000 Solara. So picked up a couple new friends along the way namely Josh and Tristan who were my boys up until recently. Got baked at Tristans house one night (along with a crumbling drug deal with D. Banness) and the rest was history. Around this time I found fun in multiple drugs (jk just jane, alcohol, and tb), drifting, and just crazy shit. Then my first real girlfriend tags along and changes the whole scene. Savannah Ross would always be known as one of the biggest regrets of my life. It started out as a fling which quickly became infatuation which turned into an unhealthy thing. I lost my virginity to her thinking it was no big thing, turns out I still think about it to this day. When she left me for mike I was just burned up alive. I still think about that night at chelseas and the night we snuck back into her house. Anyways my relationship with Tristan kinda broke off after he fucking crashed my car trying to drift. I dislocated the guys jaw and you can never really be solid after that. Car gets fixed and totaled again yada yada. It was partly my fault the second time around. Brakes didn't work WELL and I just had to "test" them out. Well I get a rental for awhile and then my dream car the Altima but lets talks about the in-between of that time span. Jumped Derek's friend cause we knew he was in on the thing. Got my ass handed to me wrongly by Robby cause some1 stole his shit. Got my revenge by knocking Mikes shit and finally won my dignity back (Savannah was there to witness and finally got him back for jumping me). Get jumped again for making a bad decision and hanging out with David Dinkwater. Got him back the next week making him scream for his boy! God I wish I had caught that on tape. Id also like to add that in between this time we did everything we could possibly think of that was illegal and did in fact get away with most everything. Drinking and driving being the biggest 1 (you'll remember the night we stopped to chill on the road near my house, 3 cops). Did a dine and dash at tgifridays after getting away from a speeding ticket while drunk! Did 80+ on three oaks passing a cop on the median and got away! Got drunk at karl drews till it got busted by the cops, bolted, got pulled over and the only person sent home was Josh. 5 min later we come by to pick him up on the road. Biggest crime #2 would probably have to be petty theft (mainly beer runs). >40 beer runs achieved and somewhat proud. Apparently God loves either me or Josh cause once were together we pretty much get away with EVERYTHING. I mean its almost supernatural how we haven't gotten arrested or killed yet. We both know Tristan and Ryan weren't so lucky.... (Jail time sucks). However I didn't go through this unscathed. During my time experimenting with marijuana, shit finally caught up to me and now I have to deal with a debilitating headache in the back of my brain. It gets bad and sometimes I feel like I need to just put a bullet in my brain. Idk but if this stays the same Im gonna have to go it a freak skydiving "accident". My days with marijuana are over even though I have bouts with addiction. Nyways on may 21, 2011 I suffered the next to none biggest hiccup of my life. Shit got real, drunk driving feeling like I was the king of the world, I totaled my car driving 70mph into a mailbox, tree stump and abandoned house. This was just after a successful kegrun and the accident happened not 1 block from the final destination. I should be lucky to be alive since I wasn't wearing a seat belt. Sometimes I wish I had died that night saving my dad the trouble. Idk what God has in store for me cause obviously he doesn't want me dead yet.....