this is something i struggle with i find that external motivation works best with me i am able to get up at 6 for work or school but not to meditate or jog tell everyone your going to do something work on strengthing the power of your word and your decisions start small - i am going to stand up if you are honest to yourself and others your word is powerful work from external motivation to internal

- time seems to exist in a dream until you wake up and realize how you bought into it all - one must overcome oneself to reach ones full potential - what others do to you is irrelevant, everyone had thier own issues and most people arent conscious of their desire for change and try to change thier enviroment instead - people lie to you because they lie to themselves, what do you expect? - do not obey anothers rule, form your own - morals are created by people with problems - decisions and thoughts are given the shape you choose - you can have anything but not everything - everything takes along time - you are your own 'creation' - you even choose your own body - you create your own dreams - take responsibility for them - when you became material you barrowed a physical form and linked with it - both seperate and together (dualism) - be observant, be skeptical of what you see, everything is filtered by the mind - stare at something for one day - nonstop, dont blink, think or swallow - only certain knowledge is important - people do not know you, odds are they dont know themselves - people have prejudices - appearances arent important, most people think they are though - everyone is selfish, some are greedy - if you are selfless you will meet selfless people, though you wont need them - we live in a physical body for now - enjoy it, learn from it, master it, treat it well - if you were born a baby and lived in that body for 20 years what happens? - it was probably very shocking to be born, death seems much more peaceful - what were you before a body? - are you here to learn? - there are many interesting tools here - we can take many forms - people will fight for your attention, so will things - happiness is embracing the present moment, free from desire for more - the world is fucking dangerous - you may die at anytime, its a chance you take - understand yourself and your enviroment - care not for speed, you come from somewhere where you were much faster - physical matter is a slow vibration, rocks are slower, electricity is faster - you can learn from other peoples lessons - the less tries it takes to learn a lesson the more you learn - only no-thing can outlast repetition - always try your best - only through quiet and stillness will god show itself - action and sound are you showing yourself - danger will teach alot + highly motivates - you must learn alot + be highly motivated - learn to highly motivate yourself - other cannot hurt you - to torture a man is to give him power - all you have is choices - when you run out of choices whats left? choices - everything is an opportunity - there are 'higher' physical beings - even 'higher' energy beings - higher and lower dont exist - everything says alot about everything - because everything is everything - original sin is being born into a world of illusion - you have a genetic need to reproduce to ensure your survival - sex can be spiritual but might not be - be aware of physical, mental, astral and enviroment - we are not smarter then the earth, we have much less life experience - the earth is way fucking older then us - its easy to think this life is it - fear or love? - ignorance or skepticism? - its easier to believe lies then to question constantly until truths appear - but they do - everything is constantly changing - empty your cup if you expect fresh water - ridicule is ridiculous - the masculine being is very tough, it needs balance - be amazed - life is wonderful - wonder fosters curiousity - curiousity fosters questioning - questioning fosters insight - insight fosters foresight - insight makes life alright - foresight leads to acheivement - physical addictions are also mental addictions - science is amazing - but primitive - were really babies - assign yourself challenges, for fun - play - you need to believe in yourself - observation must be subtle - try to be in constant flow - flow is not boring not too challenging, just where you need to push to be - be free of desires and attachments - be grateful for everything - the native people had it closer then we do - we must return to the earth, not try to own it - fucking challenge yourself - count no time - let clock time be clocktime - what does not kill you only makes you stronger - master your war cry - one needs a warrior spirit - sometimes - your body is just a rental - but you can return it any way you want - the more you talk to yourself - the more you will probably listen - choose your words carefully - the strongest bonds are with lovers, mentors, family and adopted family - do only what you cannot - spar and wrestle - you fight someone you only fight your ego - everything is interconnected