L.O.V.E. e p e a g e r s s n y y LOL !!! :D, this journal thing is pretty fun...

Now you say you wanna die Why? you left me...you did soo much to me now you wanna die? there's only room for one and is me i don't wanna live to feel this over again stay alive... stay with him you left me for him, what would he think? if you care enough for him to leave me then obviously he must feel something... i'm not stupid..i know what you want.. For me to live and go threw all this again i know it, i thought i knew you better but i guess i didn't know you at all...i'll grab your hand and take your life and then my own nfcjdnfjdsnjfdsjfndjfndsdsfd'adsnajda let's all die tonight. :)

i feel soo torn apart from everything i don't know what to do i don't wanna live anymore But what can i do?.. You think you're the first to say those words to me?.. ''cheer up you'll find that special someone'' You are that special someone But i'm not yours.. This pain i feel is tearing me apart Why does everyone hurt me?.. Am i forever to be tormented by this curse? if i'm dead i would stop wasting peoples time.. if i'm dead...why does this keep happening to me..? What did i do...i show you my love...i give you my all and you just grab it and throw it away.. what does he have that i don't? i can change for you this was all soo sudden you love me one day, destroy me the next all i can do is sit here and cry wishing that ''special someone'' will come and save me from all thihs pain take it all away, make me not feel this anymore not have to go threw this again...and everyday i feel the special someone is Death...

Love...hurts.