ive been searching for so long to find a song that knows EXACTLY how i feel that explains it all so i dont need too. a song that explains that even when your with someone your not really like im with this guy and hes my everything but were barly together we always fight and i hate it i suffer from depression and all i want to do is die like i have nothiing and i cant just keep trying to fight for this realtionship when its killing me inside i cant get over how jelous paranoid and obsessed i am it kills me to see him without me but i know one day i wont be around for him anymore but i dont know if i should leave him or just pretend to be happy which in the long run will hurt him more when i go i just dont know how to tell him how i feel and i just want a song which will make him understand i love him and i need him but its been hard for me to be with him when he makes me feel like nothing.