i could love you. i could be absofuckingloutely in love with you. why do you have to be so complicated? why are you so heavy? the ghosts behind the lids of your eyes are keeping them close and you cant see me standing right here, ready for you.

i will be famous. i will be wonderful. i will be likable. i will be charming. i will be suave. i will be classy. i will be debonaire. i will be lovable. i will be kind. i will be nice. i will be good. i will be beautiful. i will be more than mundane.

i am in love. impossibly in love. i do not beleive in love for i am not the type to beleive in things untangible. but baby i am in love. i'm going to have to wait for years to hold you for the first time. but i l o v e you.