i can't stop listening to love songs. i listen to sad love songs for hours until i'm a sobbing heap, and then i cry as i listen to happy love songs. what is wrong with me? i've never taken anything this hard. i guess i've never experienced anything like this before. it's like we were meant to be, but, at the same time, it's not meant to be. whenever i'm around her, i feel giddy, happy, different. not being with her feels like i just got pushed off cloud nine and hit the ground with a thud. oh, crap. my washer's broken. what next?