Its a good day for a cry. dont you worry about a thing, I'll be here and I'll be waiting for you.

Ah, today was a pretty good day. School was good, then I was out for a while. I got home and only spoke a different language for a while, I am not entirely sure why, but I did. I am so comfortable right now, in my sweatpants, I never wear them because they make me look grubby. But I should start, they are amazing! maybe our shadows aren't that tall.

So college is starting really soon, its crazy. I wonder how me and Darling are going to make out, with the passing years. I love peace signs, you know that? I love them. I am going crazy waiting for school to finally be over! There are only a few more days! My entries tend to be short, sweet and pretty random by the way. Alright I am going to go now, I need to finish my homework. If you all just new the pain, the pain I keep inside, the pain that makes me, me.

I am going to write in this daily, or every few days to express my feelings and emotions, so I don't lose control again. Anyways, I would rather not introduce myself just yet, but instead let you form an idea of me before I tell you who I really am. Currently I am talking to Darling, and discussing our lives while he yawns. Haha. He is so silly. I love him. Well anyways, what I will tell you is that I am in high school, and as every other high school student, I can't wait until I get out of this town. friendships are less important, I'm going to feel let down.