So, I want to say... Oh, maybe it's bad... Today I realised - We must unconditionally love people 'cos when you start to analise your relationships or person you love - you stop. Brain start function, Heart is not. It's always sad. Tear to shreds all your "list-of-pluses-and-minuses", forget about disadvantages and panish into blind love. It will be better. I know. Please, to the best comprehension listen great Peasant's song "Impeccable manners". Absolutely suit to the situation.