i am not one of those whinny teens that is always complaining about there problems or full of teen angst. instead i am the teen that worries constantly, the one that can't sleep at night the one incredibly worried about problems not just mine but everyone elses. i would rather find a soloution than talk about my problems. over the years i have devloped an extreme hate for my family and i can honestly say it's nothing less than that. i don't want there help i don't need there help as they have never really been there for me. everything i have done i have done by myself no help from anyone. no one has ever been there for me. i have no fond memories of my childhood. i think i have actually blocked out much of it but it appears it has come back to haunt me. i feel so repressed, like a diffrent person.

i feel like i am in this world to do something and i want to make an impact to better the world, but lately i am feeliing really frustated. my family does not get me and i can not talk to any of them about my frustrations because they don't listen and my friends will make fun of me. there is this on person i nparticular who just enjoys to make fun of me for no reason at all and i have to put up with because i do not want to start anything but it really frustrates me. i am a very creative person but i have felt creativly blocked for the longest time. i want to feel free and let go. i need to let go of people. i feel like i am not living the life i was meant to live and i live to please people. i can never say no to anyone and people take advantge of that. i don't ask for anything in return but a thank you , and i rarely get that. they take advantge of my kindness and willingness to help and i do not want to be walked all over for the rest of my life. i need to make a change but i do not know how o do it.

i feel like i am in this world to do something and i want to make an impact to better the world, but lately i am feeliing really frustated. my family does not get me and i can not talk to any of them about my frustrations because they don't listen and my friends will make fun of me. there is this on person i nparticular who just enjoys to make fun of me for no reason at all and i have to put up with because i do not want to start anything but it really frustrates me. i am a very creative person but i have felt creativly blocked for the longest time. i want to feel free and let go. i need to let go of people. i feel like i am not living the life i was meant to live and i live to please people. i can never say no to anyone and people take advantge of that. i don't ask for anything in return but a thank you , and i rarely get that. they take advantge of my kindness and willingness to help and i do not want to be walked all over for the rest of my life. i need to make a change but i do not know how o do it.