So basically I've wanted to go there all my life. Everybody who knows me at all knows that. I have cried at the thought of going before. It's pathetic, I know! So there is a slight chance I may go this summer with my more then wonderful very good friend Catherine, which would be pretty amazing cause not only am I going to California. Im going with one of my best friends. But we still have to see about that cause thats a lot to ask for of her dad. But anywayy I leave for New York City in 13 days and I cant even explain how excited I am, especially I miss Kevin Nick and Joe so much.Hopefully were first, get interveiwed, meet them, get taken notice of, and hopefully they play quite a few songs since were camping out for 3 nights. Wish us luck!!!

I'm using this journal as my venting system. Be prepared. I'm so sick of people making fun of the Jonas Brothers. I honestly feel like they do it out of jealousy. Well that has to be the reason. Why else would you sit there watching their videos, reading their blogs, looking at their song lyrics and then making a rude and discusting comment afterwards. Does someone need to get a life or what? I'm not a fan of the Twilight book/movie that everyone is so crazed about and I honestly think Rob Pattinson is one of the ugliest guys that walked the planet. But if someone told me they love Twilight or they love Rob I'm not going to bash them. And I'm not gonna read about it or watch things on it and then make fun of it afterwards. Because it's low. And honestly out of all people to make fun of, you pick the Jonas Brothers? Why? Because they have morals, respect for women, love for the family, and a never ending passion for music? Yeah, I still don't get it. These a three boys from New Jersey who started out with nothing!! This success didn't just strike them overnight. They worked their asses off for 2 1/2 years for what their at now. They played anywhere that people would listen to them when they started out, because they have a real love for music. And yes now they have become a worldwide success, and that's all them. Unlike any other band or artist around right now [with the exception of a few such as Miley, Demi, and Taylor] they actually care about their fans, they actually want to have a personal connection with each and every one of us. If they could meet every single one of us they would, but obviously there isn't enough time. Their not in this for the money or the fame. That is not what their about. Their in this for their love of music. Their just teenagers with barely any free time anymore because they set it aside for what they love. They have yet to dissapoint me. How could they dissapoint me? I mean they have a TV show, their making movies, they wrote a book, their going on their first ever world tour, recording music, writing songs, putting out a new album, and doing interveiws here and there. But no matter how much they have on their plate they are always respectful to everyone. I will admit it a lot of their fans are teenies and most likely only fans because their the biggest act around at the moment. But there are true fans out there such as myself and a lot of my closest friends. And a lot of these 'close' friends I'm talking about I met through being a fan of these boys. We have somehow managed to become a family. But back to what I was saying about some girls being a fan just because their the biggest act around, before the Jonas Brothers were big at all, im talking back when they played for 10-15 people they still poured their hearts out every single time they hit that stage. So their not just in this for the money or fame as I said earlier. And I believe if they do somehow fade into the backround like former boy bands such as N*SYNC and the Backstreet Boys. They will continue to make music and play shows, and fans such as myself will still have our favorite Jonas Brothers songs playing on our iPods and continue to support them. And you have to give these boys some credit for continuing to stay true to themselves throughout this major worldwide phenomonon(sp) Keep living the dream boys! I will always love you. Had to vent. Im sorry.

whats up with girls and their drama? i mean really. All they seem to do is act all nice and friendly to another girl and then they go behind their backs and talk about them a few minutes later. And im not accusing all girls of this, just 98% of them. And the number one thing they fight about is....GUYS! It's like seriously grow up. Highschool girls need to know [especially freshmen] is that all guys want to do is get in your pants. But most of them are to dumb to realize it. And once they finally fulfill the guys needs, they guy is on to his next victom. Why waste your time? Hahaha i jsut had to get my thoughts out there, after experiencing a fight over one guy today between two girls. DUMB.