I'm awful at keeping journals. I don't even know if I can finish this one.. But, I spose a journal is like a life story. It's never really finished. And I'm not really sure what to write. So I guess I'll just dive right in. I've been thinking a lot of "deep thoughts" (nameage by Mo). Like how people interact with each other. I mean.. Of all the places I could have ended up, fate stuck me in a dinky little town of 1500. And here I've found some amazing people. It's crazy.. how many things outside of and before my life must have happened to put me in this hereandnow moment. Like, If I never would have searched for a certain song on a certain day at a certain time I never would have found this site. And if we would have chosen to buy what is not Ethan's house instead of the one we have now when we first moved here 5 years ago, Chad and Sheena wouldn't be interested and there would most likely be no hope of moving. It's crazy.. Mind-boggling. But I love it.