What is this world comming to!?! HE likes this cookie-cutter, blonde, abercrombie loving, rich prep now!!! Could he be more idiotic?!? I've kinda been facebooking stalking him, and apparently they go to the same camp together. But thank god, she doesn't seem to interested in him. He's left her a coupe of flirty comments, complete with :p smiley faces, but she's online now and she hasn't commented back. Maybe it means that they're acutally talking in person, which could be a bad thing. But maybe it means she's being bitchy and thinks she's too good for him! I'm just really dissapointed that He used to like me, and was almost with me, but then falls for a completely unoriginal brat. I wouldn't be too upset if he liked this girl Beth. She's kinda my friend, and a lot of people thought he liked her for a while. She's nice and she's weird, but she's not a preppy bitch. She reminds me of Luna from hbp a little. But also a little Lavendar too cause she's really overly affectionate. Kylie's not having much luck in the love department either. She got back together with her ex, but is realizing that he's as dull as a doornail. He's overly nice and polite to her, and it's kinda creepy. So Kylie and I have started thinking of what we want our perfect guys to be like. Looks wise, we both agreed that blue eyes, brown hair, tall, and tan would be great, but that really doesn't matter. We also decided that he has to be funny, confident but not TOO confident, and random & romantic. If only guys like that went to our school. Well, i have to go cause my brother's here, but i will write more later!

Seriously, i do! I look like i'm 12 in my Facebook profile picture. I'm thinking about getting bangs and new thick framed glasses. Maybe that will make me look older. Or at least indie-er. The glasses might just end up looking dorky on me though. I haven't posted anything on here in a while cause i've been hanging out with my friends who come up here for vacation. They're the old music, converse & mocasin, and peace-loving type, and really they were fun people. But about halfway through the week, i learned they smoke weed. At first I was shocked- i mean they are perfect students and run a sunday school! But I got used to it. Sarah, the older one told me I should try it some time. Maybe when i'm like 18 and at a big graduation party in the middle of nowhere with some of my good friends. But Sarah and her sister have been doing it since they were 13, and that just doesn't seem right to me. They said you don't get any side effects like a hangover, and that it really does look the way it seems in That 70's show. I'm not gonna lie, it sounds kinda fun. But i won't be doing it for at least 3 years, if ever. I've come to realize i'm easily influenced by people. Even though i'm not on their weed-wagon, after hanging out with Sarah and Molly, i downloaded a bunch of their favorite songs onto my ipod and am saving up for a pair of custom converses. I think i act a little different with each of my friends, too. One time Bella was telling me how one of our other friends is like that, and it's only because she doesn't know who she is. Does that mean I don't know who I am?? Even thought my summer has been relatively boring, it feels like it's almost over. In a week and a day, it WILL be half over! I don't really know what I want to do with the rest of the summer. I hope i can corrall some people into going to the fair with me and that i can go on a G.B.E. with Bella. I wish I could make some money too. But i don't think my mom appreciates me cleaning houses with her, since I'm horrible at making beds. You know how summer used to be really fun when you were a little kid? But it still felt ridiculously long at the same time?? Well it's not like that anymore and feels like one gigantically long and boring weekend. Maybe next summer, the first summer i'll be able to drive (yippie!) will be better. Cause then I could get out of this middle-of-nowhere land i call a craphole and actually go places! And get a real job! And go to CONCERTS!! There's a Pluginstereo concert comming up real close by here, and I wish I could go, but my mom would probably hate it and I don't feel like asking somebody else's mom to take me. You know those yearbooks i was harping about a while ago, well they still haven't come. Grrr... i'm angry =