ive changed. I dont like it. not one bit. my new school has changed me aton. no, it's not really the school. it everything. after me and my ex broke up, i totally changed. i went from happy-go-lucky, to 24/7 depression in 2 short days. now, im not deppressed, but I'm lost, i dont recognize myself, i dont like myself. i was myself when i was with him, and now i'm different. i hate half of my so called "friends" but i do like most of them, theres just a couple that if i see one more time im gonna blow my top off. i just need them to stay away. for a little while. thank god summer is almost here..but not close enough. well thats basically all i have to say...i guess, -------------------------------- so let mercy come, and wash away, what ive done ill face myself, to cross out what ive become, erase myself, and let go of what ive done.

so just now i was talking to one of my really good friends. she was saying how her boyfriend told her he didnt love her but still liked her alot and didnt want to lose her. I really though this was absurd, i dont understand it. and i realized soemthing. some people always take and never give. they always depend on you for something, then dont help you with any of your problems, some people expect you to wait for them. they have u waiting on a string, and they walk all over you. no one deserves that. so**word to the wise** if anyone treats you like that, leave them. you deserve better,