Yeah...so...church camp is this week. I'm not going. :-(. Yeah, there's this kinda new girl at our church. We'll call her Martha. She bugs the doodles outta me. She thinks she's awesome and hardcore and I don't know...all I know is that she bugs me. She's going. I want to go so bad. Martha keeps saying that she's gonna prank a bunch of people and that's not allowed. I really wanna be there to see her get in trouble. AHHHHH!!!! I know that's not the right thing to want. I think one of he many, many reasons she bugs me is that I'm a teeny bit jealous. I mean, I used to be the kid everyone thought was awesome. Then she showed up and a bunch of people think Martha is cool. {sigh}. People still like me of course but she kind of stole some of my thunder. I think I have a problem that makes me need to be the best at everything. And when I'm not I feel like I have to take the person that's better at it out of the picture. I can't think of anything that Martha is better at than me, but it's the same concept, ya know? I have this deep hope inside that she has an awful time at camp. I know it's not the right thing, but... {sigh again}. Life is so confusing. Yeah, so...leave me a comment of any good music you think I might like. It'll be awesome. :-P ilovemylemonade

I'm terribly bored. I'm grounded from music, my phone, my drums, general happiness...yeah.... So... I just went to the bathroom! It was so much fun!! I went and then I washed my hands. Yay!! I don't wanna get the swine flu or anything so yeah...I think I'm good to go. And the award for SongMeanings boringest journal goes to ilovemylemonade! WOOOOOO!!!! Yep. So ble bla blo. It'll be awesome. :-P ilovemylemonade

I'm so scared!!! I think I'm addicted to That '70s Show!!!! All I do is watch it! I don't think anymore!! The girl that plays Jackie is pretty cute and all. She's why I started watching it! And now I'm hooked. DARN YOU MILA KUNIS!!!!! Anyway... Uh... Hmm... Yeah... So... ...... Yeah, I need to get a life or a girlfriend or something. :-( Oooh!! There's this cool band called Copeland. They're not really my style, but they're still really sweet! They don't even compare to UnderØATH. Because...well...UnderØATH is freakin amazing!! But they're still cool. Look up "When You Thought You'd Never Stand Out" by Copeland, obviously. It'll make you feel good about yourself!! Even moreso than Hannah Montana's "Nobodys Perfect". It'll be awesome. :-P ilovemylemonade

Yeah. I'm wicked tired...I don't know who will care enough to read this. But maybe someone will. I'm ilovemylemonade and I'm really bored so I'm writing in my SongMeaning Journal. Woo? So I can't think of anything to say so I'll tell you about myself and my music tastes. I'm into mostly metalcore (e.g. As I Lay Dying, blessthefall, Norma Jean, Inhale Exhale, Haste the Day, Attack Attack!). The best band of all time is UnderØATH. Aaron Gillespie is my hero. Since I'm a drummer he's really my main inspiration for the stuff I do. I'll pretty much listen to anything except R&B. I don't know what it is but I just really hate R&B. Idk. But yeah that's about it. If you've got any sweet bands you think I'll like, send me a message. It'll be awesome. :-P ilovemylemonade