Wooh! I just got home about an hour ago from a very AMAZING concert! I saw City & Colour tonight with two of my friends. The opening band was Said the Whale, and they did amazing live as well! When Dallas Green from city & colour was about to come on my breathe litterally caught, I was so excited! The band was amazing and I was really close, but annoying people kept on yelling things like "We love you!" or "take your shirt off". It was bothersome because Dallas Green didn't seem to enjoy those people. Today we had our track meet as well. It was fun until it became freezing cold and snowed on all of us! Thank god some people brought blankets or else I probably would have gotten frost bite! We weren't allowed to leave either, we had to stay till the end! So basically today was pretty busy and tiring! A bit of an update on me and my oddness. I've passed out a few times lately. It's only happened when I'm afraid/ someone scares me or I'm surprised. My cat (his name is cat!) made it happen yesterday :( I'm confused as to what's going on, but I suppose passing out isn't to bad; at least I'm not having seizures or anything! I'm going to lay down and sleep now though, because I'm EXTREMELY tired after my long day! Xxxxxxxxx

Today I got back from my camping trip! I'm very happy to be back, but the trip was fun! We stayed at this terrible place though, it was called macdonald farm or something and it was just so dirty and icky! Tomorrow school starts again and I'm excited to see everyone! My sleeping patterns have changed a bit. When the night begins and I lay down I will fall asleep almost immediatley, but I will sleep for a couple hours then wake up. I constantly wake up throughout the night and usually for long periods of time. It's so very stressful! Last Thursday I missed school because in the morning I ended up passing out. I wanted to go to school because I had a test but my mother made me stay at home because she was afraid it would happen again. It was actually quiet a frightening situation. Especially because I was just laughing and then I had lost all muscle control, but when I was down on the ground I wasnt sure wheither or not I was aware of my surroundings. Also I may want to add that tomorrow will be one month since I last threw up! Wooh! I'm excited! Anyway I'm gonna lay down and sleep since I'm super tired! Xxxxxxxx -Ali

Hmm. Well the past two days have been good school-wise for me! Yesterday I handed in that circuit project Dani & me were partners for. I worked on all of the decorating (by myself) this weekend, and I have to say that my circuit house was amazing! When I brought it to school Dani freaked out because it was so beautiful & ours was the best in the class! People were surprised by how much effort I put into it! I painted the house purple and I got crazy creative with all of the stuff I made for the house (Like flower beds outside, a couch, a toilet&bathtub, a super cool bed!, flowers in vases, a television with Obama & Oprah on it, dressers/drawers, etc!) I absolutley loved how that project turned out!! And then as well on that day I got back my marks for a practice PAT (Provincial achievement Test) that the class did & I got 95% on it! The practice test was for English, and I'm so happy! My English teacher says I have an amazing writing voice! She says she loves all of my storys, and well the official PAT is tomorrow so I hope I can improve & get 100%, since the test is worth 10% of our final grade! Anyway, I just feel so good about because I'm doing amazing when the teacher is complaining about everyone else doing terrible! I feel sort of bad because some of my friends are getting around 50/60%... Also this weekend I saw the movie Nick & Norah's infinite Playlist! I absolutley loved it! It was adorable, cute, and just absolutley amazing! And I have to say that I always love it when I'm watching a movie & I hear music that I have & Love! For long weekend I'm going camping with my family apparently, and also their two friends and their 5 year old daughter are coming as well. I forget where we are going, but apparently it's supposed to be pretty wicked! Anyway, I'm going to lay down and try to sleep!! XXXXXXXXXX

Hmm. It's currently 4:27am & I can't sleep so I decided to write. I haven't slept at all tonight, not even one minute, and yet I still feel wide awake! Well I was originally up till 1am because I was babysitting one of my mother's friends kid, but I don't know if that screwed me up so that I wouldn't sleep the entire night... Who knows... Anyway tomorrow, or technically today, is mother's day! Wooh! Apparently I'm supposed to spend the entire day with my mother and her and me are going to go see a matinée, I'm not sure what one yet. Haha, but tonight my mother came home drunk on wine (at 2am), I was peeing and she knocked on the bathroom door asking if she could come in. She let me cover up first, but I was still on the toilet, but the reason she came in was to show me some flowers that her friends had bought her for mother's day! She was funny though, she sounded like a five year old when she talked to me! Oh and by the way for track I'm in the 3000m run, but I'm not sure if I've made any of the other teams I tried out for.I don't really know what to share with you all, except for the fact that I'm curious if anyone actually reads my journal!! Since I'm out of Idea's for what to write I'm probably just going to shut my eyes and try to sleep; I doubt I'll get any though! Goodnight xxx

Sorry that I haven't wrote in a while. I suppose since it's been a while I'll just give you a quick brief of everything that's happened. Dani wasn't at school at all except Monday & Tuesday last week because she had become very sick; we had a scare where her doctor thought It was swine flu but she got some tests done & it's thankfully not swine flu! I saw Dani today which was exciting because I haven't seen her since Tuesday because she was so sick! Well today I went shopping with my friend Nicole (We refer to her as Cole though), we saw Dani during her 15 minute break at work and then we shopped till 5pm (I got my Ray Ban - Wayfarers! I'm so happy! I got them in black!) and then we met up with Dani because she was done working and we went up to the food court and just hung out for a while with Trevor as well. I rather enjoyed today! Although we're having troubles with Max again... Nothing crazy, just we're having issues. On Tuesday when we made up with her she was trash talking about a sometimes friend we have (Emma) because she was trying to mess us up while we were fighting (ex. Telling Max that Dani and I were giving Max dirty looks when we truthfully weren't even looking at them!). Anyway Max has been acting besties with Emma since then and the two have been spending a ton of time together. Theres also been some other crap that I won't go into detail about it. I'd like to mention that I'm very proud of myself because I haven't forced myself to throw-up/purge in a while. Although it's been tempting at times I still haven't, which is great! Plus, I got a suggestion that I may have the disease Narcoleptic, I did some research and it sort of fits. So I'm going to try and get some tests done with my doctor for that as soon as possible. Anyway, I should probably lay down and try to sleep. Good Night. xxx