FUCK SHIT ASS!....LMAO!

i guess you seriously can't pick and choose who your friends are unless you can fucking tell if there real!! you wanna be my friend fine but learn to fucking TRUST!! i can't stand be fucking accused of lying when i have nothing to fucking lie about! fucking pisses me off! and another things fucking people have to say that people don't fucking care about me when they have no idea who this person is!....GRR I'm so fucking pissed i wanna cry:"(

i would'nt even look at my ex boyfriend today i just can't deal with him! does that make me such a BITCH@! i'm just tired of being hurt over and over i can only take so much! it's just the second i let him in and tell him what's going on with me he'll try so hard to destroy from the inside out that's the one thing i can not stand about him! he trys so hard to manipulate me.... he just needs to be told to go FCK Yourself and leave me the hell alone i still care about him a lot don't think i don't and i like i wanna be his friend he just makes it so hard:( days i wanna just give up on him i can't force myself to have the heart....what am i gonna do?!?!

my gram died yesterday at 11:30 in the morning from Ovarian Cancer and although everyone close to her expected her to pass it doesn't take away the pain or make it any easier and it kinda hurts when my dad isn't even supportive of how i feel or how close we al were to her! i love my family but sometimes i can't stand how people treat each other it's like we're all hurting atleast try to be supportive of one another...ya know? it just kills me sometimes:(

if you have'nt figured out yet ^^ i like to write poetry it's just "sometimes" it lets me be who i wanna be and no one can try to take that away from me... IT'S FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION PEOPLE!! anywayz you feel the same way i love to meet new people hit me on Myspace or AIM www.Myspace.com/everybodyzclwn010 AIM Screenname: Fearfactorchic08

If you saw me crying because of you.. Would you care? Would you die trying to find out the reason why I think i would for you:( If i needed someone would you ever come back to comfort me? Would you be able let your guard down just for me I think i would for you:( there is a lot of things i would do for you!:( do you "honestly" care enough to do the same for me I DOUBT IT:( and that's what hurts the most