michael jackson is dead. i never thought i'd see the day :[ well, this sucks. i passed drivers ed though. getting my permit somewhere between july 13 and july 24. hale yeah, son >:D i was going to type more, but my head hurts and stuff. goodbye.

this summer isn't going how i want it to at all yet. but hopefully it'll get better.

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i passed my algebra AND world history exam. i don't know how i did it :D i asked my teacher on monday what i made, and she said i made a 93. she sounded surprised, and i was too haha. i thought i was going to make a 70 at most. then on tuesday i had my world history exam, i thought i was gonna fail that too. it turns out i made a 75, and my final grade was an 80. this made me realize how much i worry about things, haha. but i procrastinate way too much and don't even care, then worry like hell the last few days. but whatever, i passed all of my classes and today was the first day of summer. i'm going to make this summer great. >:D and thank you lucygray for wishing me luck, haha. :D

i feel like i am going to break down and cry. again. i'm so incredibly weak. my final exam for algebra is tomorrow. the only way i'll pass is from pure luck. i'm stressing so bad right now, that earlier i had a breakdown over dropping my sandwich. my brother yelled at me, which made me cry harder. then when i came out, i sat on the couch and attempted to study algebra when my brother asked "what the hell is wrong with you, why do you hold your head like that?". i was trying to get the hair out of my face, not 'holding my head'. and that made me cry too. i feel so lame today. so i took a shower, and after my brother attempted to help me but he doesn't even know algebra 1. he's 23. my mom doesn't either. fml. on another note, after all those breakdowns and having an extreme headache, i opened my phone expecting no messages and i see one from C. it said "i'm almost backkk yayyyyyy" because he's been to florida for the past few days. reading it made me automatically feel at least 40% better, and i smiled. how gay is that? i SMILED over a text message from a boy. i'm turning into a stupid little girl, i swear. or a stupider one. that's it i guess. wish me luck on the test tomorrow, even though it's gonna kick my ass.