my attempts are useless. i'm getting too caught up in things that probably won't even happen. why don't i focus on more important things, like algebra and photography and writing?

Fuck overcrowded buses. That's all I have to say for today. :C And I want my monroe piercing. So bad.

I wake up to A mental feeling that I once knew. Winter's passing as I slumber, Crossing our fingers for the summer. I deleted a lot of my entries because I'm going to start using nicknames now. I had a dream that my friends found out this is mine, and I'd rather that not happen haha. So, I think I really like C now. :x I feel like a lame little girl, but I guess that's what I am, haha. And I think the feelings mutual so that's even better. I like him a lot more than anyone I've ever liked before, and that's weird for me. We have a lot in common, he's funny, we have the same weird sense of humor, and overall, he's dope. And he's pretty too. :} That's really the only exciting thing in my life right now. So I guess I'll stop here. And I know I say this in every entry, but for once I really mean it: Things are really getting better. I can't wait for summer. Get the move on, I’ll pack a lunch. Tell my mom that we can fit a bunch more in her car. See if she’s cool using my car. I can drive so fast I turn hands into airplane wings, oh the things that life’s made of-- they seem so made up. Everything seems better by the seaside, with the sand and sun in your eyes you’re blinded dumb. And the fire hits the water and the sky turns red and it doesn’t matter what was said when days are done. Well, let’s have some fun.