on the off chance that i might connect with the rare sister or brother with a common understanding, here of all places. who knows. about me: i am a mom, artist (oh aren't we all) and basically live the life of an isolated almost genius (aint that a broad category to just miss.);thinker out loud, random associater, concerned (ohgodmyheart)earth dweller, totally trying to balance domestication with a "wild woman archetype",open to inspiration, disliker of stereotypical associations but lord knows i resort to them, forgiver, lover of redemption, born to feck it all up and start again, quasi-suicidal, pecadillo-ridden wreck..(lover of wordaday and opportunity to use them!)to adapt a lyric "i have a lover, don't think i'll risk another" a totally fabulous, heartbreak, unexpected love. fear i'm a hopeless romantic, i so want him to be my one. I am a huge admirer of anyone who has the courage to share their music and hearts wide open in lyric. Namely: TVOTR ~ make me want to dance with a fist and make war on the dance floor, love love love them but i'm no ubersnobfan~just really like what they're about to the extent of my understanding. ~i like it here because of the generous sharers of tiny insights and knowers of quirky insights, not so much subjective interpretations, although they can be entirely fun and interesting. I will spare the impossible listing exceptionally honed for you imply (apply) affect...rate my hip-ness...feck that, I'm old, and when i'm very old i aspire to sing blues and tickle ivories in a middle of nowhere, smokey ass bar in my awful cigarette-fect voice. see you around souldiers* (er, yes, a shameless lover of hot fuss... and cigarettes.) in case you are a misser of the obvious: i'm longwinded...rambly, my favorite new work is feck, why the feck i don't know, and i'm totally not down with haters, stay the feck away cos i don't want to find myself hatin ya back. but, honestly, think there's like a lightning strike chance anyone will ever ever happen upon this, or me, much less actually care to read it.