I went to my friend,Roisins party today. Just a group of cosplayers we met at epic-con and Ellen having a good time at Roisins.It was pretty decent. Roisin and her boyfriend were all over eachother which made me pretty depressed since my boyfriend,Ben,broke up with me last week. I know I should move on and I know I should Hate him but I till think He's an amazing person and I miss him. I hate this,Life is going pretty fucking well for me but the whole time I'm thinking of Ben and how much i miss him and How much i want him to hold me,Just typing this is making me want to cry. I don't know what to do. I've never felt so alone in a room full of people. I can't get this guy off my mind >.