so things with the other girl didnt really work out, it just sorta sat there being boring and all, but then things got interesting, i started hanging out with this girl ive been working with for about a year and a half now, its good she's really kool, and well tonight we went on our first actual date, and yeh you guessed it im actually fucking happy for once like OMFG i never thought it possible. The depression and all that jazz can take a back seat ive found someone who is just as crazy and weird as me never thought id be so happy