so its not like things are bad i just dunno guess its just the C word getting me down again, i have an amazing girlfriend and she makes me smile everytime i see her, everytime i get a message from her i light up, its amazing how she can make me feel so perfect in just a moment, i love her more then life itself i would die for her and i know she isnt going to read this but I love you Rebecca you mean everything to me

I havent posted for a while but im going to eventually when i have time, right now im enjoying life with my girlfriend my friends and life is ok atm my girlfriend just always seems to bring a smile to my face, i love her so much and she means the world to me