so last nite where the fuck 2 begin................... well it was great, best party ive been to in a long time. so i got a lift from brad, chillin in his car till jack came iwth my booze, which i left at the party >

so i said id tell the world bout wednesday but after thinking bout it, i regret saying that, it wasnt great it was just getting drunk thats all..... sure some songs were sung, some stories told but all in all it was getting drunk with 2 much alcohol no more needs 2 be said about it. skool is back not much more 2 say, its a little harder, but its all good. party this weekend is going 2 be amazing gonna get so fucked >< skool on monday well that mite just suck

well things have changed recently, over the past week some pretty awesome things have happened. last friday was probs the best, picnic during the day, jamies at nite, picnic was good, beach and booze was better..... so we were just hanging out, on the beach having a few beers and some hot chips, barney went off 2 the bp 2 get some shit iuno y, but on the way back he met some ppl and they invited him and us 2 their beach party, so he came back, we went 2 the party and was a little awkward at first, broken by drugs, told ya drugs are good sometimes and in moderation. so got pretty relaxed, got fair drunk, lehmo had heaps o fun hittin on every girl that moved lol, i feel abd for him though, he was close 2 gettin in with a girl then she like changed her mind and he was left alone =(, but was a good nite gettin drunk, little high, was all good, till some faggot decided 2 tackle lehmo, being drunk lehmo took it bad, real abd, wanted 2 start a fight, about 30 of them onto 5 of us sorry 3 tom and jamie bailed, so me n jimmi where like calm the fuck down lehmo, and we started 2 drag him away, he got moe aggro and smacked jimmi in the face, i grabbed his arms and jimmi and i led him away, we got 2 the park and he was like i wanna finish on good terms, so we went back, started chatting 2 more girls, greatest moment ever coming up, so we were just hanging out i was lookin after lehmo dunno where jimmi was, then i looked around and saw jimmi wait for it......................................... GETTING HIGH, was great 2 see him loosen up, got 2 like 2 andjamie rang saying he was gonna lock us out after an hour, we were like cmon man we wanna keep partying, he got aggro, so we called back and got this chick called skye 2 ask him 2 not lock us out, got 2 3 30 and we were like fuck he is gonna lock usd out we gotta go, so we left on good terms =D, got 2 jamies and he was asleep and had locked us out, bastard, so we called him he came down, we wanted 2 make migoreng but he wouldnt let us ='( was crazy nite lolz we had another adventure on wednesday nite aswell but i will filll the world in later

I know ive already said im sorry but when you say goodbye when your scared and alone, you dont think about the consequences, you dont think about how it will affect the people you say goodbye too, is it not better to have said goodbye then say nothing, for saying nothing would mean there was no emotion, no regret for the goodbye, a goodbye is only uttered when it needs 2, im not going to apologise for a goodbye i will however apologise for the timing, the shortness, and the lack of notice. i dont regret saying it, i do regret how much pain it caused, i felt it was time 2 say it, i felt it was wat needed 2 be said when nothing else would do, those words fit perfectly, goodbyes are hard, im sorry's are harder, so as i said im sorry, for the pain and the hardship caused by those words, i wont say sorry for saying them only for how sudden it was, i hope god i hope resentment doesnt follow from these words. I'm Sorry

after all the posts that have been and gone on this journal, i realised i never described my namesake.... well to start with its got absolutely nothing to do with modern warfare, i have had no military training nor do i plan to have any such training, i chose this name for there is a coming war where the weapons of today will becoming useless, technology will advance so greatly that guns, and lasers, and missles will become useless, when technology has progressed so far that it destroys itself along with our assistance, when war will be waged once again with swords and bows and lances and steel against steel, for when they day comes i am prepared, i have studied Iado, the japanese martial art of using a sword, the techniques are difficult, execution of the strikes is rather simple, however the precision needed is neigh impossible for me at this time, for the moment though i feel i am prepared for this coming war. Recently i came to realise that maybe another reason for this name is that within us all there comes a time when our minds fight against each other the fight between our childhood dreams and ambitions and the reality of the world being harsh and cruel, the fight between innocence and corruption, the fight that will eventually come 2 us all, i can say the battle's of these things have begun inside me, however a few battles do not decide the war, that is why i feel no i know i am "Preparedforwar"