something im workin on If i fall away into the endless night, If i fall into this long and endless sleep. can i ask you this? Can i plead for this? Please promise that you'll be there, when they celebrate my life. Im sorry that i gave in i was undone by this knife. Just know that i will be there, when they celebrate your life. I'll cry a river for you, that flows above time, i just hope that you'll shed a single tear at mine. Please don't be undone by that same blasted knife. It's a good day to die, please don't ask me why, i beg you do not cry, for this is merely a lullaby. Can i ask this of you? Can i you to remember, all that i've left behind? remember wat i said, heed my words not my actions i hope this question helps all those of like mind....

so im trying 2 write something that well explains everything i sorta suck at telling people so i write it, i turn my life into a song sort of, it sorta helps, a little. Flow like a river, save for the lives flow like tears, feel the knife the pain disappears, as the scars appear. Save my soul, save my heart but tear my lifeless body apart. Sink in deeper, let it show im a bleeder. let it flow from within, let the pain settle in let it breathe, let it relieve. Save my soul , save my heart but tear my lifeless body apart. Sink in deeper, let it show im a bleeder forget our past, forget our futures, no one has anything, not while living with sutures. Save my soul, save my heart but tear my lifeless body apart. Sink in deeper let it show im a bleeder show the scars to world, show the pain in us all, i shouldnt be here, i shouldnt sink this low i never thoughts ud throw me right out the window. Save my soul, save my heart but tear my lifeless body apart. Sink in deeper let it show im a bleeder how did i get here, how did friendship turn 2 hate? how did it all come crashing down, breaking through my head like a plate someone out there please save my soul, save my heart, tear my worthless body apart, it brings nothing but pain, nothing but fear i cant stand anymore of this aching despair. im feeling pretty low, so its coming out in my song