This is I think the most asked question out there. And yet, when people expect to be asked it, they still don't know the answer. What is love? What does it mean? HOw do you know when you have fallen in love? Does love even exist, or is it just a figment of our imaginations? When can you first feel love? It's the little things like that. People think they know...that is, until you actually ask them. That is only one of my questions. My other question is how does our heart feel? I don't mean to be so literal, but our heart is only an organ. It cannot feel. But yet, the only way to describe a hurt related to love is heartbroken. I always thought that love was in the mind. That what we feel is a mental reaction to a situation. Maybe it is just something to do with society. I really don't know. I can't exactly say that I feel mindbroken, can I? That doesn't seem to fit because the heart is always related to love and feeling, when it is all in our head, literally. I am heartbroken, though. I don't know if I am in love, or love anyone at all. I thought I could love my family, but maybe not all of them. I thought I was in love with my best friend, but I don't even know what that's like. It reminds me of all the times that adults say that kids and teens can't fall in love because they do not know what it is. They are right about me. I don't know what love is, or what it feels like. But if I am in love, then I guess it feels like this. It has been almost a year and 1 month, and still nothing has come from it. Yes, I have told him....he knows. I wonder if anyone will read this. I could sure use the advice. I guess if anyone can read this, I should describe how I am feeling. Well, his name is....and I (think) fell in love with him the same day I met him. I know I am only 16 now, but at 14 I was in love with him too. I want to grow old with him. I want to be married for 87 years plus with kids and grandkids and great grandkids. I want to experience the world with him. I want to have all of my firsts with him. My first real kiss, my first everything!!! He is the world to me, and my world is graduatiing. I just hope he doesn't forget about me and our fun times. I know I am going to cry when I watch him walk across the stage. I know there is no such thing as perfection, but I see it whenever I look at him. He is my life and though he causes me so much heart ache, he brightens up my day all at the same time. I can't tell you enough about the dreams I've had, the relationships ended to be with him, or anything else. I know that I might be in love with my best friend and I don't know how to move on when he does....I realize that I just put out a segment of my life online and now people can see it everywhere. I should erase it, but no regrets right? This is me......signing off.