You make me re-tape my heart, power it so its fucking ready to go. Ready to face unwhelming odds. After all the times you've broken it, After all the times you've torn it apart, after all the times you've stabbed it to death. my heart can not win. Yet you still make me believe i can fall in love, i cant. just to watch me destroy everyone around me, until soon i have nothing. Congrats, you have finally destroyed my heart. Such a terrible feeling going to sleep dreaming of another when they're not dreaming of you. so why do i love it so much that i cant get enough of it. God, give me a reason for this!

To subside to the middle of battle
is to give yourself to another.
She tricks me, because i subside everytime in her eyes.
I segregate from the world to a place where we can be alone,
I close my eyes and for tomorrow i wait.
Its a constant fight and yet hearts were never this un-convincing.
Time tells a tale my friend.
I have sent my love to you,
Unveil what you need to see.
Wake up my darling ive been here all along !
But when and finally wake ill be gone.
Forge your name into my heart with the weapon you used to cut off the veins. So i would walk with my heart in my stomach.
Now i am nothing but a widget.
Un-able to love again.

Dear my beloved: come to my door follow the blood up to my bed where i killed myself in dreams.
My ribs melted only to reveal the heart that lays inside to you.
rip it out, and wait for the pulse to stop.
Place it back in, ready for a new pulse to start over for another.

The way i write is to create beauty from such hate, this is just a piece from this poem and tell me what you think so i can show more.

Thank you.