i asked You,Lord, to make it all better, to make the pain ebb way, to fix everything. to search and dig up, bring to the surface and heal. i was totally helpless,see, i could do very little,it seemed; and even that wasn't clear. am still asking: help them,Lord, bring them back, restore them, encourage them,love them[gladly,through me] shed this selfishness of mine "it is not about me!!" keep reminding me it's about the hurting in my midst..