i found out
that it was me all along-
not you-
that i needed to be okay,
to survive.
God helped me see
that you were never meant to be
the zenith of my happiness.
it was i,
it is Him in me.
am strong inside,
i can stand;
i will stand,
on God alone.
and when you come
i will be ready
to love you wholly
with expectations not too great.
because i will be whole.

when am not worth much to you i'll remember that am worth alot more to God.. when am dethroned in your life i'll hold onto the fact that i've got a permanent place in God's heart. when you won't think to check on me but check on everyone else, i'll still check up on you just because i care. i won't say anymore, i won't complain. afterall,you don't determine my worth..