holy crap, i haven't written in this thing since 10th grade! it's so weird to think how much time has passed. how did this happen? it all seemed to go by so slowly....guess not. ah, well. not that big of a deal. but graduation is!!!! YEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!! loving life right now! but is it bad that i'm more depressed about leaving my theatre class than my family? granted, if i lived with them, i'd probably be eager to get away from them, too. it's strange how much can change in so short a time. i feel like someone else wrote those entries two years ago. some change is good; i feel stronger, more assertive and confident, and i also feel like i understand the world around me a bit better. but the future is so disconcerting. i know i'm going towards something. something big. but don't ask me what, cuz i have no idea. it's just this odd magnetic pull. am i making any sense? basically what it all comes down to is that i'm happy and sad to leave. how original.