I don't know about you guys but when i was growing up i was encouraged to "Be who i want to be, don't try and be somebody your not" from my family yet now at the age of 18 i get ridiculed for "not going out and having fun like normal 18 year olds and staying in your room all the time" i just don't get some people. i just wish people would just let me get on with my life the way i wan't to if i want to be alone then so be it, why should you be so negative about it.

So i woke up this morning and knew it was gonna be a long, frustrating and pretty damn bad day, it seems every time i have a dream i enjoy that i always have a bad day because generally the dreams are about how i want my life to be but it's never gonna be like that and i know that, but just for one day i wish i could have a perfect day, but i just wish that i wouldn't have these dreams because i know they have to end but i guess that's why they call them dreams. PS: this is the first time i've ever written about myself on the internet so any feedback would be appretiated, prefferably from people who have the same sort of frustrations.