what happened to me....? i just cant feel anything....my heart feels numb....dont know what i really want and what i really need....its all bias....arrrgggghhhh...maybe give him some time..i think that good for me too.... time to contemplate about us....

woooww... i felt so light...its feel like im walkin' in the clouds i know even though im still cryin'about him....i know theres gonna be some happines for me through...one door of happines closed,another doors open.....for pesimist person like me...im quite optimist yah...hehehehe.. hope for the best for tommorow.... keep on goin'.....

today im gonna tell him the truth..all about my story...i never meant to lied to him..but i cant helped it,it just happened...i guess everthing happened for a good reason...i love him so...so hurt until i can feel my heart explodes everytime i hear his voice...oh my good please help me...give me some courage to tell him the truth....cos i love him so... i love u okfariano...