1. That i will be forever faithful to my girl only, no one else can ever compare to her, i love her with all my heart 2. That when i finish school (and actually pass it), i will be getting myslef a full time job ( doing hours for nightshift), save up incredible amounts of money, and use it for the things i really want to happen (see my girl, catch up with mates, go to the snow and other various areas) 3. That when i fully gain a lot of confidence, i hope to bring out more of my creativeness, publish things like old poems, sing songs, make a book, something 4. That when everything is going great, i will be happy, healthy, and ready for whatever else life will throw at me.. :)

well... as unbelievable as it sounds, this long distance relationship i have with my girl is still going strong, despite being bout 12 hours away from her. thats why i feel little bit sad, but im happy that it has passed a month, cannot stop smiling to myself, i love her so damn much that i just wanna see her now, be by her side and all that... woohoo... anyways with regards to school, had the first week off due to being sick and that really sucked as i couldnt go on the outdoor ed excursion, the camp i really wanted to go on, so that is probably the biggest downfall i have had in a while... they had a good time.. which is good for them, grrr... so its the second week back, my 3rd day here at school, time is flying, soon i would of been finished.. (in october, i think on the 22nd is muck up day) so i sit back and think bout all the time i have spent at secondary school.. there have been some good times and a lot of bad times, that i now wanna turn that all around and try my best to live life, it something i havent really felt up to, but i do wanna try a bit more in this journey im taking with myself,