The last 365 days have been some of the hardest of my life, and the everyday stresses of teenage life have been piling up and piling up. This day last year, those stresses had piled up just too much and I had ended up in a hospital bed after taking 26 paracetamol. I knew the anniversary was coming up and had been worried about my reaction to it. There was the worry of that as well as exams coming up and french orals along with chosing subjects which will allow me to persue my chosen profession. Feeling completely hopeless and feeling like giving up on everything completely I sat in bed flicking through channels when I stopped "I'm Yours"- Jason Mraz was on. I had never heard this song but after that first time I couldn't stop listening to it. For some reason this song made me realise that I don't need to worry about anything. At the end of the day I can chose whatever path I want to and I have plenty of time. But that I can't go around wasting the time I do have, it has made me realise that there are some things I want to do in life more than others and more than anything else it has made me realise that I WANT to be alive, and not to just live. Really pointless "story" but where better to share something like this on some internet site where people read it, judge you, maybe give their opinion and then move on!