okayy today was my boyfriends birthday and we have been going out for like 4 or 5 months and i KNOW i love him buttt mann today i wanted to hurt him haha. he is a skateboarder and i got him a skates board for his birthday and i wanted him to wait for me to open it and so haha of course he didnt! but i dont really care i think he liked the present because he went around the school holding it up and he was grinning soooo yeaa haha well i absolutly LOOOVVEEE him he is so hot and REALLY good at making out :P hehe but it is true!

okayy i dont know how other people feel about there parents but i absolutly hate mine. well thats not true i like my dad but i friggen hate my mom! she yells at me for EVERYTHING!! for example we just got a new puppy. well she just called me downstairs to (she said this word for word) come play with the puppy. then when i get down there and start playing with the puppy and she starts yelling at me telling me that i am not doing what she asked me to do and that it was my falt that she was peeing in the house so much. how can it be my falt that my dog has a bladder infection. she claimed that she asked me to take the dog out for a walk. for one thing she told me she wanted me to play with the dog and for another it is like nine o clock at night and everything outside is covered in a sheet of ice! i am already the biggest cluts around. when i was finally stepping out of the door she stops yelling at me and tells me that i should be carefull on the ice!! i wanted to throw something at her! i was just wondering if people have trouble with there parents like this too and if this is weird or not. you may be thinking oh well your mom yelled at you get over it but this isnt like the first time she has yelled at me for no reason. i have an older brother and i dont think that she yells at him half as much as she yells at me. i dont think that i can go three hours in my house without getting into a yelling match with someone in my family. it is most of the time my mom or my brother but my dad is never home the only person i actually like in my family doesnt even hang around the house. but whatever. i have never done something like this, the whole spilling my guts out thing never really appealed to me but...i dont know i thought that i would try this. something that saves me from all of this nonsence is music. i have never thought of that but it is true. i dont get angry a lot but when i do i get really mad and then like i go crazy for like ten minutes and after that i am calm enough to turn on some music and try to relax. another thing that i have noticed about parents is that they always have something to yell about. and they always think that you can do better even if you did perfect. my dad is a collage professer so school is really important to him where as i dont really give a shit about it. even when i used to get all A's my dad would find some way to critisize me. now i get between a's and c's and of course the collage professer is not happy with that. well i got to go i took my brothers lap top and he is home now.