i'm smoking this weekend with ian and melissa. thankfully. it's the last week of school and i don't know what to do with my life. ugh. i have to pass all of my exams. i miss my straight A's. aubrey and i are trying to work on things. since he moved it's been a little hard, having to say goodbye before I even really got to say hello, but we're gonna work on it and see where it goes, I hope. I am so fucking tired. Fuck this.

we broke up the day before yesterday and i'm cool with that. he said he loved me, and i was like "No, you don't, you have no idea what love is." I felt pretty cool. :D go figure, the one weekend i can't go anywhere..every place in the mall has sale after sale after sale. :| dkhsdkghsldgl FML. i wish the weather was cold again. it's so hot. i didn't make the volleyball team or advanced chorus so i guess i just suck at life? i want to smoke, and i can't. yet again FML.

oh and i'm looking at new places to get clothes and whatnot. aeropostale, hollister, [i already shop hollister] american eagle, kohl's, wet seal... hot topic's makeup looks pretty amazing. i've lived in that store since i was thirteen. i hate tripp pants. they have a lot of band tees, stuff i listen to, my smiths shirt doesn't fit anymore. ): some girl in here said she doesn't like white girls. and that's kinda rude.

we're still together. i'm surprised. i want to move to alabama though. it's senior field day, and no one is here.