so i've decided that things are taking a turn for the better. insane things are happening to me. insane. i don't even know how to describe such things. but i will let you know i wrote a crazy drug sparked entry on my other journal[there's a link to it in entry one if you wish to see...]. i'm going to watch PineappleExpress in a little bit. but i wish to record some scrambled thoughts here first. oh dear, this night will be strange. a sober mind could not produce these images. that much is true. and it's okay. because all the best artists can attribute their great works to intoxication of some sort. i already feel the substance pulsating throughout my limbs. this reckless lust is thoroughly intoxicating. i said i'd do something illegal this vacation and so i will. anyways. i've decided to lead a life worth recalling. to be a memory. but more than that. to be a legend. yes. that is it.

i'm very concerned about the fact my dreams are getting more and more real. the one i had last night was so fucking weird. i was fucking someone. but i thought they were someone else. and it ended up ruining alot of the things i care about. and the possibility of that situation actually occuring is very real. i woke up feeling like i could vomit. on thursday morning i could hardly walk. i've never been so dizzy before in my life. i could've kept better balance wasted. it was really bad. also does anyone else realize how amazing Antlion by Dance Gavin Dance is?

halo is my favorite word. it tops the list. and if i ever procreate, that's the name i'm choosing. boy or girl. Halo. haha that's so dumb. but fuck you guys, it's what i like.