Do you ever find that once one part of your life starts going extremely well, that another part...or rather all other parts fall miserably to pieces? Gah. It's ridiculous how little things can add up to so much stress. Things like semester finals, money, Christmas, car problems, pet illness, and stolen ipods have just sent me over the edge. I feel on the verge of a breakdown. And unfortunately, my boyfriend is leaving town soon for the Christmas holiday and won't be back until New Years. Being that he's the only one who seems to make my life make sense and be not as hectic as it feels, I'm feeling sick. Ah, it's okay. I'm okay. I'll be okay. I'll get through it. These things pass. Just right now, it feels as if everything is falling apart and no matter how hard I push or pull, they seem to keep falling. Life is good. I'm healthy. My family is good. My boyfriend loves me unconditionally. I'm good.

I have a new found love of James Morrison and his music. Okay, more his music. "Better Man" has been on repeat on my ipod for a few days now and the rest of his music is just amazing. It perfectly describes this euphoria I'm in while being in love. haha. All love songs generally describe this, but Morrison's songs in particular describe this feeling for me. Ah, being in love is an amazing thing. All the quotes, songs, stupid myspace icons, poems, etc all make sense to me now. I've been with the love of my life for 8 months now and it's hard to even begin to describe the pure perfection of my life as it is. Life is so precious all because of him. It's beautiful.