with you gone from here i jump into the arms of any man.

its the dull aching pain tapping at my heart at my heart at my heart its the sharp reminder poking at my mind at my mind at my mind. youre the memory peeking in the window of my soul of my soul of my soul. baby youve done something to me that can never be fixed. but the tears they just dont come anymore. feels like my eyes are suffocating and drowning all at the same time. inky blackness swirls all around me all around me all around me. im slowly slipping from this world with out you.

we talked about making babies in class today; all i could think about was you.