Well this is pretty cool... was not aware you could keep a journal on this thing! I love this website aha. And seeing as no one I know personally knows I write on this website, here we go... So, dear journal, right now I should be studying physics but I've found myself, as a often do, on this website hoping for some insight of life and sometimes throwing out my own insight... which is usually sounds less like insight and more like questions I wish I knew. So, if any one is reading this, check out my posts and see if you can solve some of my life problems, kay? Since I only have about fifteen minutes left in the library, maybe I'll waste a little bit of time and say a few words about myself, not look at it for like 6 months, and remember I posted it and get a little laugh... its like a time capsule! So, its April now. Exam time ahhh! I'm nineteen years old, and I'm currently studying my butt of to try to get into mechanical engineering so hopefully, future me, you are now in mechanical engineering. I'm really excited for the summer time. My plan is to go away to Muskoka for two months and work at either Camp Frost or Muskoka Woods. We shall see. Why am I leaving my cozy little town and warm bed to rough it in the Muskokas for a couple months? Well a few months ago, about six to be exact, wow, six to this day as a matter of fact, I broke up with my boyfriend of like, forever. It felt like forever anyways, over 4 years. We didn't break up for any particular reason other than I felt like I needed to find something. My boyfriend was great, really funny and supportive, but something in my life was/is missing and for some reason I didn't feel like I could find that with him. Now how does this tie into going to Muskoka? Well... we have been seeing each other all the time since then, and we always tend to get into this really natural boyfriend-girlfriend mode. We've been really good for the past month or so, but I still think about him always. My hope is that going away will give me a chance to define myself, by myself, without anyone knowing who I am. This summer is going to be a journey! So that was a little snapshot of my life at this moment. I hope to read this in September and feel better then I do right now. Not that a feel awful, just a little empty. Sincerely, Gabrielle (me)