1&2.. I will run the streets and hostile lands He'll live life no matter what people think, even if they are “hostile”. I will touch the rain with all I have He will live his life to the fullest. I will breathe the air, just scream it loud My feet will never touch the ground He feels like he's flying. Because the days they feel like ancient clocks Like when kids grow up and learn to walk He's reminiscent of days gone by. Because your life is full of pure desire A place so gloriously wired Life is full of sensations, sometimes it's hard to take it all in. The lights and sounds Oh God this is such a mess Life is chaotic, but not necessarily in a bad way. And it's like our world But we're the last ones left And the hair it stands On the back of our necks They are amazed and awed by all thats out there. The world would be so big if you were the last one left. And I swear it shows Heaven must be just like this Life is so amazing, how could heaven be any better? Heaven will be super amazing. Do you see the hills beneath the clouds? The stars and its to lead you out Lead you out, to heaven. Maybe.. Not really sure. Can you sense the pain? It's everywhere And if you try you'll never care If you try not to care about the pain, you won't. (Sometimes that isn't always the best thing, though.) And the love you had When you were young Is right outside for all to come You're so full of love and happiness, the pure love from your childhood comes bubbling out and everyone feels it. Because your life is full of pure desire A life so gloriously wired There's so much emotion in life, it's changing you, and everyone can feel and see it. The lights and sounds Oh God this is such a mess And it's like our world But we're the last ones left And the hair it stands On the back of our necks And I swear it shows Heaven must be just like this If you see the light break through the clouds This is talking about God, to me. And fire up the distant towns Jesus gives life to people. He IS life. (John 14:6) Now the world will be begin Exactly how it ends The world will end in chaos and destruction. In this new world, the one that is just beginning for you, you are destroying your old life and becoming someone new. It's chaotic because you don't know who you are yet. When you call for help when you are lost For evermore or what ever it costs No matter what, if you need help, God will be there for you. He will answer your prayer. And the world will begin Exactly how it ends Please stay Don't go I've got you now Are you curious? Please stay You've been listening to me. You've opened your heart. Don't leave yet. Your curiosity will make you stay and hear me out. 3..

1.I puddlejumped with Mo today.. so much fun. Bare feet, in the chilly May rain, doing rain dances:) All while Cordell was trying to fix Mo's sterio in her car. It's being poopy:\ 2.I'm going to a JEL summit in Des Moines this summer.. June 16-18. I'm so phyced.. and I'm on our school chapter's JEL council next year. Matt is president. He should do well at that haha:) I voted for him. 3.I'm going to go see professional bull riding on Friday at Wells Fargo. Woo hoo.. with my Cordell:) And a 4-H group I guess.. But it will be amazing. 4.Cordell's fight is saturday.. the kid he's up against has a record of 8-0. Yikes.. 5.We got 1 point at District meet yesterday. Woot! (How embarassing.. but sadly our girls are used to it by now.) 6.Two more track meets! 7.Less than 3 weeks of school left!! 8.Thats about it. Peace babes.

Oooohh goodness. It's been a while hasn't it? Well, I guess Ill just update this little bugger.. Yesterday Cory and I had a little tiff.. Not much; I just found out that he CHEWS. And he knows I can't abide that. It was pretty much really dumb cuz he lied to me about quitting yadda yadda da. But we're past it. He apologised and all is well. Mo and Matt broke up. And shes all the better for it. Lovely little dear. I'm in a quiet sort of mood today. Just calm, drifting down a river, sunshine blue sky and green life mood. You know? I went to the poetry slam this morning and recited (aka read off my legal pad) a poem about me.. not knowing who I am. If I can, I will enter it here in my journal. Hmm.. Everyone is on good terms with everyone. I've decided to quit hatein. Mm.. Error on page, my compooter says. Sighh.. It's such a lovely day. We leave in half an hour. Well the jr highers are returning from the cafeteria. So I best get off. Peace.