i think im getting better but maybe this is just my good phase. idk. it sucks because nobody understands... not even connie... i dunno. right now i am okay and i can think and i think i can manage. but later.... i really just dont know. it gets worse and worse and fucking worse. what is wrong with me???? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
and i even see weird stuff sometimes scary things like bloddy scenes i dunno, just for a second...and i wake up sometimes and i hear people saying my name.
been on in a long time
i think im getting better but maybe this is just my good phase. idk. it sucks because nobody understands... not even connie... i dunno. right now i am okay and i can think and i think i can manage. but later.... i really just dont know. it gets worse and worse and fucking worse. what is wrong with me???? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
and i even see weird stuff sometimes scary things like bloddy scenes i dunno, just for a second...and i wake up sometimes and i hear people saying my name.